benji and i
we both look weird ):
haha. oh well.
just to let you see my "husband"









gaga and i
my girlfriend
okay that day just wasnt a good day for pictures
SO UGLY LAAAAA
i mean me haha.
gaga likes this cause he claims he has a dimple there. HIMBOTIC.
this is the girlfriend whose entire schedule i know. im his secretary (:
sorry gaga. i'll pose a nicer one of you and i and benji next time (:





a shot of me haha.


we zoomed in too much and forgot to zoom out.


so it was just me without joan. haha.


i this its damn SPAS-tic.





joan lets go SPA. (pronounced the rong rong way)



















a shot of joan


i think its really nice!


(:


both of us were quite down on the way back ):


BUT not cause we're leaving batam. haha.

a candid shot.

i did not know we were supposed to take yet!


haha.


i look so SPAS-ticated and ugly.



















I LOVE THIS PIC.




































okay. IM FINALLY BACK.
an eventful and emotional trip.
haha.
will recount the entire thing when i have more time and will try to put in more pics.
this was on our way home. the other pics are with joan and the rest (:
now i just need sleep, air con, a warm bath and instrumental music.

if i say i don't feel anything
i'l be lying
and what about you.
i really have no idea what's going on in your mind
these emotions ive been feeling are really scaring me
sometimes it makes me feel like i wish i still liked will
cause then it'd be number
and not such a mess of emotions


love. bern. maybe im finally moving on. maybe not.