well let's just say im enjoying life too much right now.
shopping hanging out girlfriends bestfriends boys money good food movies and disney channel
i wanna party
and no, i am still not ready to commit myself to a relationship.
so please stop asking.


if i say, im not missing you, i'll only be lying.
you're the only constant in my crazy life right now.
not you, but my feelings for you (:


i kinda dislike that one.
the one with black hair and small eyes.
the one who acts like a goody goody.
the one who thinks im too loud.


he stumped me for awhile when he asked what kinda guys i go for
i was about to rattle off everything i knew about will
but just that once, i kept quiet and said i didnt know
and now, i really don't know if i made will into some sorta illusion i wanted
and not who he actually was
what kinda girl am i anyway ):

and so, after a long wait, i'll finally be so near, but so far.