the thought that i have disappointed them all crossed my mind.
but i pushed it away.
so i pray.
on a happier note, dinner on saturday was the highlight of my week.
it was really fun meeting up with pple i forgot all about and seeing my wonderful teachers.
i think we should have more of such stuff, but BETTER FOOD PLEASE.
i mean, okay, i was really happy to talk to that one. hahaha.
i got what i wanted.
hahaas. shawn and fendy and rifdi look so different and TALL.
my guy buddies have grown up (:
ad i wanted to hug zheng yi.
my girls looked so pretty im so proud of them all (:
and sir played a really nice song.
oh prss, i miss you so.
i only wish i could turn back time.
to days that were carefree and happy.
when we giggled at everything and stuffed our faces.
when we would read our magazines and play pranks.
when toilet breaks were every half an hour and we came out laughing and WET.
when we complained about cca and work and boys.
sigh. i never grow up do i.
i just miss all this so much.
times when i yawned every second and looked at ppl passing by or teachers dropping in ):
i miss the times when magazines and friends and will were the only important thing.
i don't like the way i can't ever like anyone for real anymore.

oh well.
TLBC's ending soon. in 3 weeks.
and i feel kinda sad.
): the only cure being that mr ng really lets me work in PRSS.
its been fun these two months and i really enjoyed myself (:

joan salome char and i are on a competition
haha
may the best man (in this case girl) win

i dont really like this shopping monster i've become
cause although i like shopping(i love it)
i don't like the way im so superficial.
shopping just so i'll feel happy even though im sad.
mindless spending. its shit.
i mean, only shallow pple do that. so i guess what will said is true huh.

three months to june and memories