i wish i never left
i wish i gave it to you
up til now i stil regret
and i don't know if i wil ever stop regretting
the thought of it makes my heart cry
makes my head spin
knowing i can never undo things
i wish i wasn't so rude to you
i wish i had more time
i wish, i could turn back time
i wish i weren't born into my life
but i know wishes don't come true

sometimes things can get so tough
when all the memories come rushing back in
thoughts and emotions i thought i left behind.
come screaming for my attention
and i have to turn back to u abba Father to get the thoughts out
i don't know what i would do without daddy in heaven
i want to keep the memories intact but yet i can't bear to think of you

i should stop wishing
i am still attempting to study
HELP

i miss you, so very much.