PHEW.
i do not have to do bea's tag cos its not there anymore.
YAY.
was just thinking about it.
rah and the rest of our clique have grown up, they are alumnis like us now.
2years have flown by so quickly
and i cant say i am really happy with my life now.
very soon, i may even not be able to go for band.
cos i can't remember the juniors' names and faces.
bleagh.
i miss the old times.
really.
i found a letter to myself just now. LAME i know.
but oh well. it reminded me of you.
and i just can't believe myself. u seem so far away right now.
when will i take off the cross u gave me?
i don't know, when i do, i would know i have gotten over you. completely.
and when i eat the chocolate.
i think i have forgotten but... i wanna really let go.
i do not need a repeat of march.
everyone's studying! bernice needs to study too!
sadly i can't. my minds wandering.

3 months since we said goodbye.
i'm trying so hard to keep your face in my mind.
but its falling away.
and i know one day u'll be just a dream.

met clare and aaron
hahahha. i love clare mummy. wheee.
she is so CUTE.
shld introduce RX to her since he likes CUTE girls.
okay stop being mean. hahahahahahaha.
OH i hope HE doesn't think that i am attached.
erHE doesn't mean RX.
charlene knows who HE is.
lalala. bleagh. i really hate myself for acting the way i did. stupid me.
never mind (:(: yay level2 after As.
can't wait to sail. with drey. miss her like crap.
angel's birthday soon. wheeeee. i miss her and fab! can't wait to see them!
okay i know i should stop doing all this. but but ...
charlene and i had pizza. i feel UNHEALTHY.
vin diesel rocks right charlene lee?
miss pigsy got him. unfair. i hope we get ours one day.
when we both forget and move on in our lives. LONDON.

yb's leaving soon. his last sunday this week. its really sad?
cos he was the leader whose cell i enjoyed the most.
daddy's in manila now. i miss him ):
he's going overseas again next week ):
everytime i think of how tiring life gets, i pray.
and i feel so much better. thank you heavenly father.

i pray for you every single day.
praying that someday i will meet u again.
in heaven or on earth.