haha. i know charlene hates me for the watermelon.
not my fault. i love watermelon more than u. hahahaha.
rah's house was a blast.
i feel like i own the title of miss piggy universe?
hahaha.
LAYS chocolate pizza bee hoon yoshinoya and yay my watermelon
see i balance up.
i have been gorging myself this few days.
charity came over on wed.
and she claims i nag at 2 words per second.
hahaha. not my fault she's MISS DIRTY.
i was telling her i pity whoever marries her.
and that if i were a guy married to her i would die.
literally. hahaha.
watched jsut like heaven again. its so sweet.
but well i shall not dwell on it. for i have long ceased to believe in fairy tale endings.
today was really so fun. i missed mad soo much.
and i finally see her!
too bad sab tests over alr if not can see her too. ):
u know i feel so piggy and unhealthy.
thank GOd for watermelons.
and i learned how to cut it. hahahaha.
i feel so proud of myself. my first.
the other day before FOP i ironed my skirt cos no one was at home.
except ning and tutor.
and well, my skirt got very wet cos somehow water kept coming out.
so irritating.
and the skirt looked dirty after i ironed it. oh well.
my first full attempt. at least e front part looked straight. hahahaha.
i am taking domestic lessons from mad and sab aft As.
like cutting watermelons and honeydews and kiwis w/o skin.
and choosing watermelons which are sweet.
congrats to us! we chose quite a sweet one. hahaha.
3 of us went around tapping all of e watermelons trying to decide which sounded higher.
so much for being trained band members.
they all sounded the same.
well see ya next week rah to study. maybe mad can hang around and cut fruits for us.
haha. love u guys.
and mel and sab too <3
my life is filled w crazy pple like charlene who cant order a proper sandwich, charity who is a dirty freak, rachel who is like me (clean), mad who always laughs and updates me w gossip, lazy sabrina haha, embarrassing rah, sporty mel who always doesnt know any gossip and of course gin and nat who make school more fun than it actually is, and for being my pig out partners (:

as days go by,
i am more and more convinced u aren't real.
just an illusion i created.
for i can't quite imagine you.
your face has long faded into a blur.

i need to know u are not a dream, not a fantasy i created. so far away.