and so the apple cutting sorta went haywire.
it looked a little out of shape.
bea even had to teach me how to wash and cut.
oh well. experience.
i poked my thumb in e process.
at elast i didnt break a knife.
yay. my first 3 apples.
i am improving day by day.

"i want a brownie, white chip"
charlene charlene, how dumb are u!
white chip brownies.
i could see the woman trying not to burst w laughter.
must we always embarrass ourselves in front of those 2 subway pple?
i am never going back there til u learn how to order food properly.
sermon was cool today.
i wish every sunday could be this way.
sigh.
i have a little confession to make about a man at e airport.
haha.
i will make the confession if anything serious happens.
charlene we'll be in it together.
HAHAHA.
we have to try it the next time we go to e airport.

rachel wants me to blog about her.
let me see
she's been one of my best friends since forever.
she used to look really nerdy (hahaha dont kill me) and then she looked like a butch,
and now she has blossomed and is pretty.
she is beyond lame w very cold jokes that are NOT funny.
she looks a little like me when we were 3 or 4 years old ( BUT i look better YAY HAHAHAHA)
and she likes to sing and play e guitar.
she is kinda bimbotic. (but its okay i forgive u, mixing w smart pple (like me) wil make u smart)
she hates lizards too! YAY.
and she went to thailand with me, and we both loved it.
and we wanna go back there asap. and play again and braid our hair too.
she's going to india and i wish her the best of luck.
hahahaha. i love u rachel kee wan ting.

gin nat and i have been going for every lesson since wed.
its beyond torturing.
i feel like im in prison.
imagine- stuffy rooms w supposed air cons, hard chairs w no cushions and retards.
literally.
oh well. one week left. HOORAY.
i am counting down to e very moment.
happy birthday to nat and gin!

so many many millions of birthdays this month.
i am officially poor.
and also cos i went on a little shopping.
i dont know what i bought tho.
i know i keep withdrawing and paying withdrawing and paying.
its alright. i feel happy.

i just want the fairytale ending.
which i know wil never happen.
i know u cant remember.
and i wil try to forget too.
everything.
the only soul in the world who knows.
u held my hand
looked in my eye
and said goodbye.
i had no choice but to walk away.
i regret so badly, everything.
ridiculous i know, absurd, pple would laugh.
but for once i cant care anymore. i dont.
its the only thing worth for now.
nothing in my life holds anymore
nothing i value much of
besides e usual of friends and family

i need u heavenly father so so much.
but yet i cant bring myself to pray about it.
for fear of the tears.
i know u'l make everything okay once more.
but i just dont wanna repeat everything out.
i just pray u bring me thru this.
which i know u will. thank you for everything.
i am sick of tears and sadness.
cos its not me, not what i am.

it feels like a lifetime ago that i met you, by e sea