sorry i spelt butch wrongly. hahaa. was so tired that day.
and thank goodness gin told me the next day.
hahaha. butch butch.
somehow its always "booch" in my mind.

gin and i are officially in love w fried mars bars.
YUMMY.
hahaha.
but of course i stil love watermelon more. hooray?

i seriously need to thread.
i am getting paranoid.
esp when i look at pple.
i think i am getting paranoid and obsessed.
i do not like being broke anymore.
i a resisting the urge to withdraw more money.
yay. birks are walking to me soon (:

i sound so much happier.
WHEEEEEEEEE.

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby (
Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
you either got it or you don't

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence T
here's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't I'm free to make my mind up
you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

i sat down and i prayed.
and i got my way (:
thank you daddy.

let me be the happy girl i once was.
i realised that all along it wasn't you. it was the way u were brought up.
bitter realisation after many weeks of self delusion. thank you.