its like the past is coming back to haunt me. and that sucks.
fucking irritating.
and everywhere around me pple talking about age.
one year, 2 years, 4 years, 8 years, 10 years.
let me ask you, what does it matter?
just now charlene summarised the behaviours of teenage girls/ sorta. not she summarised la but someone else.
ha. and i wonder if that is what HE thinks of me.
if so, i must say i finally understand why i am childish to HIM.
not that i am not like the typical description of teenagers. but sometimes.
i wish HE'd jsut give me a chance.
to find out that i am not that dumb.
but i guess i can't.
been drifting back into fairytale world.
i can't help it if i stone.
anyway tho pple can be old, i found out they can be even more childish than me.
and i am not only talking about will but duck too.
i am appalled at the shocking childishness of such MATURE pple.
will, yes he can be mature but i've seen his other childish side too.
i wanna be 28 years old now. then no one can accuse me of being childish and naive.

on a happier note, mad's birthday was fun (:
except for me being sick.
mel and rah came. haha. mel and i decided to call farah rah cos its shorter.
the laziness of humans.
i love mel cos she loves garlic.
mad complained that we eat too much garlic. hahha.
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you my darling mad. (:
i love u to e max.
i feel like meeting mel and rah now for laughs.
cos im feeling so down.
i hate being sick.

xavier's been pestering me to study! thanks to charlene.
that neh neh.
now i have 3 second mothers - charity, charlene and xavier.
hahahaha
but i love them.
charity gave me a bottle. its so beautiful i love it lar!
thanks baby. (:(:(:(:

love love. bern-