im feeling so fucked up.
im starting to panic about the A levels.
and i just heard from charity. about helmet.
and im back into zombie mode.
seriously.
im panicking cos i cant register for the freaking exam.
and cos i hate my school where i dont learn anything useful.
im scared im scared im scared.
i forgot my singpass password.
wtf.
im sick and tired of everything.
and i cant go on living like a ghost cos sooner or later i gotta face up to reality.
i never thought he'd make me feel this way.
he's affecting me like shit.
i just need to sleep thru my whole year.
i wish i could wake up and yay, its next year mar and i got all As for A levels.
yeah right.

on my knee i'l ask, last chance for one last dance.