im shocked at what she said.
i cant bring myself to believe. for two days ive been in a daze.
i went blading yest with rach. and then i slept over at her house.
it was fun. we slept at 5? and woke up late and had to miss service.
i feel so guilty. i watched yours, mine and ours with rach, john, LQ and sheryl.
wierd group of pple i know. pple i never thought i watch a movie with.
but well, i was in a daze. and it was fun anyway. sheryl's so cute!
today in cell, we learnt the 4spiritual conditions of our heart.
i think mine is cluttered and shallow. cluttered which means distracted.
bleagh. and i was asked to write down waht affected me badly in life.
needless to say, i wrote down- superman
he affects me like nobody's business.
chalet was fun. 4e2. i wonder when our guys would really grow up and stop the coarse jokes.
if we meet in ten years, would they be as childish as this? i wish ten years came now.
to be exact, 8.
well, i miss them. and i miss the days where i could see angel and fab everyday.
angel told me a story.
and i wonder. if i were drunk, would he be the one i call?
not that he cares anyway.
oh wait. he supposedly cares.
i dont know u know.
i cant tell.
go on ignoring me even though u know how painful it is for me.
i dare u to open your freaking mouth first and talk to me about it.
dont worry about the friendship. there's nothing left of it anyway.
just broken bits. and a broken me.

a man's strength i learnt today can never compare to that of a 18 year old.