PROS
1.Short work day!
2.Mummy buys me more clothes and shoes
3.I get to talk to interesting people
4.Good salary?
5. i get to take the LRT!

6. i have a lot of free time and i get to read and blog and use msn.

CONS
1.I do not want the responsibility of the students’ exams resting on my shoulders- I DO NOT WANT TO TEACH
2.I don't want to make new friends- REALLY. I don't feel like talking and opening up AGAIN.
3.I cannot really take leave- can't go overseas ):

4.DISTANCE- very very inconvenient

5.EARLY WAKE UP TIME- meaning I have to go home early EVERYDAY
6.students are noisy and they keep moving around and not listening to me. i mean okay i am ignoring them too BUT STILL.

7.i don't think i can control a class cause i would end up stomping out since i don't even really care about them.

okay. i am like in a dilemma. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

seriously.

I JUST WANNA RUN OUT OF SCHOOL NOW.

AHH. i mean actually 2 months is pretty short. but i reallly really don't know what to do. CRAP.

as you can see, the cons outweigh the pros. so i don't know why i still don't know what to do.

further more, everyone's going to ns or poly and so no one can occupy me or meet me for breakfast in the morning.

okay. later on at night, i will blog about the other things i am supposed to talk about and also yesterday at sentosa! haha. wheee. it was so so FUN.

i don't want to go back to that childish way of thinking about love.

i hope no one gets hurt this time.

especially not me.

i don't know how i feel. really.

i've been warned by my girls to steer clear.

so maybe i really should.

but just to put my girls at rest: i really am oaky.

dependent YES. very. which i guess is bad.

i'llfeelsoweirdwhenyou'regoneforgood