my crush turned attraction turned obsession.

am sick.
think wei spread it to me.
that evil little brat.
to think i bought aeroplane choc for him.

took pictures with charity and rachel that day during dinner.
it was fun.
the 3 of us.
hahaha. ive seen their good and bad sides.
their good and bad days.
i thank God for good friends like them.
to give me good Godly advice. and to encourage me.

was just thinking of will recently.
its so weird that he's so near but far.
there in front of me but not quite.
its so funny how i can feel so numb.
but i guess there's nothing left of "us" to cling on to.
right?
i hope ive gotten over him.
i thank God i have him to tell everything to.
if not i'd be so lost.

i stil pray for you. everyday without fail.