fuck off bitch.
kinda pissed.
pissed but not really. haha. as in pissed but can't be bothered.
i know im weird.
cos i was reminded of it when i read char's blog.
if i guessed correctly.
cos i dont think she'l wanna waste time talking about her.
BLEAGH.
can't stand her childish antics.
her high opinion of herself.
PLEASE. go get a mirror.
oh right. no money.
i'll sponser you (:
just stop going around spreading LIES.
u know urself that u're not the victim.
i did not do anything.
oh well. whatever.
let people think what they want.
its not that i care much anymore.
there's no point. who knows how long more i'l be around.
i hope all goes well on 18th-21st december.
i wish i were going for the cos camp.
HAHAHA. that'd be cool. i would pray for a repeat of 2000.
WHEEEE. that was just so fun.

meeting the cell tomorrow.
or rather the cell guys and charlene. haha.
cos i couldn't reach raquel.
i love them (: except jeremy! cos he keeps saying that im mean and crazy.
KIDDING.

feel like bitching.
i need a good bitch out session with my girlfriends.
YAY. i miss mad and sab.
i attempted to cut an orange. in e end i peeled it.
whatever. i am in love with fruits.
ive been water-meloning so much.
i hope i dont end up looking like one.
hahaha. all green and round. like fishball in PRSS. hahahahahahaha.

fuck GP corrections are no joke.
im staring at it blankly.
i need God's help if i am to get through this whole system of As.
its damn fucked up.
okay getting a bit pissed suddenly.
i hate SCHOOL. and i fucking can't stand studying.
sitting down for 15 minutes is already a challenge.
i wonder how they do it the whole day.
freaky studious freaks.

ugh am so frustrated cos i can't seem to sit down and study.
what's wrong with you bernice loh?
i don't know! FUCK.

i promise not to be vulgar anymore. its so uncouth.

dreaming of you was such a shock.
its been 4 months.
everything was so real. when i woke up.
it was a hard hit. back to reality.
and that sucked. i need you.
i still pray for you everyday