just got back form MGS. i really love car rides. the rain was so heavy just now and the water kept splashing on the road. wei was screaming his head off. it was so funny! he claims he's angry with me. how can a 3 year old be angry with his lovely sister? (:
was supposed to meet gera and the girls for a movie. a gruesome one. eww! but mum asked me to stay home ): its okay. im loooking forward to friday!

so many things have happened since. two major bombs dropped. one of which i cant really be bothered about but yet am forced to. the other which made me so fucking angry i really almost jumped thru the roof. haha. rightt. but seriously. im just so sick of all this nonsence happening to me. the same story over and over. im seriously about to blow. ya. as for will, i moved on. haha. cos i realised i dont need to see him anymore. i mean everytime i see him is cos he asks me out or i ask him. and thats why i am using his real name? cos anyway, only my close friends know about this blog. will. sounds like whale. i am so smart right. but well, whatever. 3 years is over. as i told charlene, im becoming a nun. tho i cant claim to have fully forgotten everything, im sure visiting xavier at indochine would help things along, yes? hahahahahaha. xavier, here i come! i wanna see ur playboy tag! back to that nonsensical stuff happening in my life, i really dont get it. why this sorta rubbish must always happen. just when my life was becoming more normal now. bleagh. i hate those girls. like really. busybody gossips. YUCK. pple who think that they're oh hot? please. go look in the mirror? and maybe get an image consultant too. there's one at pac plaza. and for the first matter that i cant be bothered about? seriously ah. if u wanna do something, do it openly. be a bitch openly. not in secret. just plain dumb u know. cant understand why such pple exist? mummy's telling me not to be mean. but ah, she's just so kind. im just so weary of all this. and i know that being kind would get me nowhere. i just cant wait to strike back. it'd be oh so fun. loads in fact. (:(: okay enough about it. getting nauseous as the thought of it.

slept over at charity/rachel's hse. we had this super long chit chat girly talk about everything under the sun. haha. and we ranked our top ten qualities and appearances of our ideal guy. which made me feel worried cos i only knew what i wanted in the appearance and not qualities and character. except that he must be a musician. sadly, will didnt fulfil anything esp the musician part. i can forgive anything except the musician part. oh well, he's my past. anyway, ya. we reached char's at only 4 plus. and then we watched parents trap. the first disc. aft that, we went back t the room but ray and i couldnt sleep. haha. we ran back to her hse to bathe and all. then at 7 we fell asleep. hahha. it was hilarious. slept til around 9 then went to macs to meet darling char for breakfast. all of us had no appetite to eat. but i ate hashbrown and ray drank milo. we must do this more often. haha. right ray? then we can have more categories. and we can talk more about pple with one toe. HAHAHAHA. SO SAD! cant wear flipflops. (:(: okay. thats mean. i wont comment more about the toe thing. im laughing like shit now at the thought of it. charlene and i didnt go for sl. i went home to watch pride and prejudice. needless to say, i am totally in love with mr darcy. yummy. why cant i be born in that era with all their long gowns and wonderful balls with the fantastic classy music? and where women and girls werent as cheap as now. i totally love england. i cant wait to go there in nov with charlene. mr darcy!

friday band was good. whatever it is, im forcing sab to sing. haha. then mad and i can laugh at her. hahahahaha. except that in soran funk, i have to sing too? damn! nvm. heard that sir's getting choir to sing for us. poor them. im not touching those jap and malay words. not in a million years. went to meet fab and gang aft that. my prince was so nice! (: and when we were on the way home, we met zy. yay. havent seen him in a long time. oh and i met xavier on wed for icecream. yummy. xavier looks like a baby. a tall baby. 185. can u beat that. thuurs was lunch with yb. okay. i know i shld probably stop going out. but i just had to recover from everything. just one last friday for me.

was i wrong to assume that u were waiting for me