hahaas.

i dont know what i wanna write about. i think i must be bored out of my mind. i have absolutely nothing to do. hah. i went for piano and then lazed around at home the whole day. can u believe that. its so unlike me. hahaas. ive jsut been curling up on my bed and reading and reading and sleeping. the weather's so great its so nice to jsut sit by the window and enjoy the breeze. i think im turning into a pig. yeps. hehh.
i havent really faced reality about my jc thing. i cant bear to. at times, i feel happy that i can finally go to poly without letting myself down but other times, i wish i could re-do everything and get promoted cos i dont think i can leave the people, the culture, everything which i've begun to build my life upon. gera, gi, hc, ceddy, adrian. i just think its rather unfair cos pple with worse results than mine get to have another chance. its kinad obvious the teachers hate me. sigh. but whatever, im moving on. thats why im not gonna even think about it. just move straight on to poly. i've learnt how to jsut keep moving despite whatever's happening. cos then its easier to not hurt yourself.