bea said that my handwriting looked more like a 15 year olds'

and hers like a twenty year old.

i think its time i started behaving more like an adult and less like a child.

my sisters are more mature than me.

i believe i am as childish as wei.

i actually enjoy bickering w him and annoying him.

but

i hate anything adultish.

i hate anything to do with growing up.

i don't ever want to grow up.

people lose themselves when they grow up.

all their hopes and dreams crash.

they seem too high to achieve.

they only worry about money

they stop laughing.

they don't take time to watch the stars and walk by the sea.

they don't listen to their hearts anymore.

they just stop living.

i know thats a stereotype cause my my parents aren't like that.

but,

what if i become like that.

what if i stop laughing

what if i don't watch anymore cartoons.

and what if,

i let go of my dream?

then i would stop existing as bernice loh.

i am gonna stop being a teenager soon ):

teen years were definitely the best years of my life.

if time could stop