i'll try blogging again.

almost giving up on it

cause im computer illiterate.

i admit it!

the days have been flying past.

i feel as if i can't digest it

everything is going by in a blur

and i've no time to digest it or enjoy

there's so many things i need to do

so many people i need to meet

and i've no time or energy

maybe i'm just being lazy!

haha. school's getting to be a real drag

i miss secondary school.

and i wish i were fifteen all over.

being young is FUN.

i just wish i could grow younger instead of older.

real funny how i used to wish i was older.

now that i'm almost 20

i see that what i wanted when i was young

could never happen.

and i wish that i wasn't so stupid and naive.

it cost me so much.

seeing what i wanted that day made me think.

the same things happened

but this time, i wasn't so stupid and i know for sure that it can never be.

i'll ask char to help me add pictures the next time i blog!

she's my computer master now (: hahaha

can't believe a genius (me) is learning from a bimbo! (: