ha. totally had fun last night with my da jies and their cell
and mike uncle bob and uncle eric (:
it was like soo fun.
chatting chatting and chatting.
the guys came late so you can imagine how much us girls were talking non stop!
especially my dear joan and i (:
hahahaas. we seem to always be in some kinda crisis thing. haha.
but quite funny laa.
im just ignoring mine! which isnt really that bad actually.
i'll just hide in carol's bag and run away with her (:
yep anyway haha. saw racheal's son- sean who is SUPER HANDSOME!
joan and i are his girlfriends (:
gaga my boyfriend will be jealous!
oh, im such a flirt.
i have many boyfriends and one husband!
hehh heh.

had lunch with mad and we were talking non stop too! hahaas.
about weird sec sch stuff and comparing them to my NVSS too. haha.
oh mad, i miss PRSS so much! haha. all the gossip.
our gossip centre. hehhh. and i wish we were this close since sec 1!
oh well. its never too late right? I LOVE YOU (:

anyway back to yesterday's "reunion"
esther got lost as usual looking for her car.
so i got back only at one. hahaha.
she's so cute i love her.
and ya, she drove layhtoo back to tlbc.
and i just got this sudden pang in my heart.
like i miss the tl days so much suddenly.
it was warm and sheltered. so different from the harsh realities of my life.
where i could escape. if only i could run like this forever.
i just miss my tlbc so much.
this missing is different from other times like the way i miss prss and etc.
its like ive come to terms that i can never have it back and i don't feel anything.
but i do long for those days long gone (:
and i miss my uncle bob!

i don't know if ive been too open.
if i showed some of myself too quickly.
i let you see the bitch in me
i let you see the bimbotic girl
i let you see the girl who's used to getting whatever she wants
i let you see the spoilt brat.
i let you know how much of a superficial and materialistic girl i am.
and you know what, all that was just a little bit of each flaw in me.
not full blown.
and so, i'd totally understand if you don't accept me the way i am.
cause i decided that i wouldn't ever change for anyone.
bad attitude, but whatever

im tired of the rumours
of the lies made up about me.
leave me alone please
maybe i better get used to this "lifestyle"
its worse when it involves adults. childish

ive been decked out in long skirts (it actually touches the knee!) and pants for almost a month everyday now.
daddy loves my outfits and thinks i look super nice. mum too.
it figures.
maybe i'll wear one out next time and give everyone a shock.
haha. went out with christy and suqi today.
for lunch and shopping.
yay i am gonna buy the two pants from mango.
and of course that blue shoe.
too bad mum fell ill cause we were supposed to do shopping til late.
(last friday of the month laaa!) but of course her health is more impt (:

sometimes, the compliments wear thin.
you wonder if people actually treat you as someone real.
or just an airhead.
the persistence of guys amuse me. lets all watch their next move.

i will wear the red pants and irritate the crap out of you- i can, and its allowed, too bad.