well the sharing really touched me.
it just brought across the message that even when there's nothing left. nothing.
there's always heavenly daddy to cling on to.
the daddy whom i know i've somehow been neglecting due to all the worries.
that even though i do not deserve His grace and mercy,
he still blesses me cos he LOVES me.
and that there's always hope.
and i guess i've known that God is so loving all along
but somehow, amidst all the struggles and fears,
i neglected to cry out to God, the only one who could save me.
i don't know how to explain all my feelings in words, but i just felt so much better aft e service.
like i know there's someone up there taking care of every little detail of my life.
yups. and for that, i feel so thankful cos i always know He wants the best for me (:
and that there's always hope in Christ. (:

there's this other matter of seeing that lookalike.
it just kinda had me stunned for the longest time.
and i was asking charlene, seriously have i gotten over him?
haha. how would she know right. silly me.
i mean i had even myself fooled.
don't get me wrong, i know i MUST have gotten over him somehow. BUT
how can 2 pple be so similar.
his side profile, physique, hair?. ah ya. i would know better right.
after spending 3 years with him observing.
i just didn't expect it to have an impact.

and when the whole world's mugging their asses off.
what are 2 crazy girls doing?
shopping. oh it was just so tempting. im sorry
the opportunity cost was studying at home. which is like not a cost at all.
at least we have satisfied NEEDS now.
ginseng and lime ;)

so its been 18 weeks. you're fading. what can i do but sit and watch u fade.