and i read all our memories of MI.
and well, it just kinda shocked me.
i had actually forgotten how attached i was to it.
how there were 10 guys all at once.
and the silly 8 shits of the guys.
esp our favourite phantom guy.
and the blue sweater guy who became our friend?
our orchard-ing and ice cream-ing.
our days of play.
filled with laughter pigging, tanning (haha at rach's condo)
AND some weird singing and drumming. heh.
and recently, stam sent me this song played by them and sang by davin.
and it was just lovely.
i spoke to davin just now. and yeah he's stil that same nice guy.
i love his voice. i can say its nicer than yb's. sorry yb! (:
i crack up when i think of ian tripping. charlene reminded me.
oh gosh. and davin sabo-ed me and told ian i was laughing at him.
EMBARRASSING.
well racheal and i have booked each other. hahahaa.
obviously with charlene and cWare. who is happily attached (:
and i wonder how jam and choc is. kinda weird ah those 2.
or maybe im the weird one. heh.

tmr's my last day in that dilapidated poor lousy school of mine.
HAPPINESS.
well at least i got to meet gin there (:
i don't know if i'll miss anything about it. maybe all the early morning trips to town?
i don't know. this year has been the most tiring.
many lessons learnt. painful and i hope i don't repeat my mistakes.

im so unsure about saturday.
should I or not..........
i don't know if im ready the accept whatever consequences there are.

that blue whale