and so the braids are gone.
it hurt more than i thought it would.
go figure.

all that distance no one can ever bridge.
caused by me myself and i.
my very own doing.
the author of disaster.
left out in the cold.

mum said, " you lost your fighting spirit"
and so i did.
but do i care. not anymore.
she's a quitter.
the only thing i've clung on to, held on to all these years.
music.
well, and will too. if u count him. 3 years is a lot.
but its fading. i know it is. cos that place has been replaced.
temporarily.

gin said i reminded her of a dolphin.
cause i love nature and the sea so much.
i really wish i could be a dolphin.
or a WHALE.
u know. i think i wanna be a farmer's wife.
then i dont need to plant.
just cook all day.
but aha! i'l get a maid.
and then, i'l be so free everyday.

bern's irrational and not level headed.
she is too dreamy.
i know i know.
pple have been telling me that.
i shld go be the BFG.
he puts dreams into children's sleep.
i have loads of them.
he can have all my dreams.

towning with mad and sab today.
i love ice cream.
give me more ice cream please.
band was cancelled.
so no cip hours.
school was alright.
nic went to collect his 500.
tried to collect.
gin nat and i are gonna study hard from now on(:
i promise.

its the end of summer.
no more warm days on the beach.
no more bronzed skin.
no more summer love.